I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 6 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 11:57 am. Mood: confused. Music: Atreyu- Lipgloss and black.

Delete me from your friends list. I am using my other username from now on www.livejourna.com/users/____dreamer Add me and i will add you back if i already havent

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 10 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 10:11 pm. Mood: drained. Music: Blood brothers- every breath is a bomb.

Attention Samantha: im sorry to tell you this but i really think you should comment to the entry under this. there are alot of things i have been wanting to say to you, and i believe that they need to be said. I know your probably scared to comment, but i really believe you should, because you need to hear what i have to say. thank you

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 50 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 6:42 pm. Mood: curious. Music: Avril Lavigne- who knows.

Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. (got it from steph) and dont get all pissed off about what i say to you, it will only be the truth and sometimes truth hurts. Maybe look at it in a different way, and you will notice things about yourself, when i say them ..i dont know if i want to say this but sam i think you should comment on this.

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 4 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Subject: Thank you disaster. Time: 9:05 pm. Mood: aggravated. Music: The weakend- A day in may.

so, school starts tomorrow. i, unlike some people, am very excited. summer is getting wayyy to boring and annoying so i feel like i need a change in my life. Summer was fun tho, dont get me wrong on that, it just needs to be over with before i scream lol. im looking forward to seeing everyone tomorrow in school, but i am not looking forward to getting up at 5:00 at all. Yesterday i went to bed at about 4:15 a.m and today im going to bed at 9:30? to me that is just weird. -so based on a true story is no more? hm..oh well. I guess they were around for a pretty long time. it is kind of weird that they are breaking up but then starting a new band but what ever thats their choice. I didnt go to the show tonight because i had no ride..who did and how was it? +oh well. atleast the weakend is still here holy crap I love the weakend i hate having things on my mind. god. I want things back to the way it used to be, when she used to want to do things with us, and made an effort to. blah *take what you can get because im not letting myself get involved... what ever its time for me to go to bed now, i will update tomorrow about how things go..and sorry for my random "blah blah blah" stuff, its understood better if you know the story, so just im me or ask me about it and what not, and i will tell you. Till tomorrow, good night <3

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 2 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 3:56 am. Mood: frustrated. Music: blood brothers- the shame.

Crap. ::sigh::

MaKe It HuRt

Time: 12:33 am. Mood: bored. Music: My chemical romance- im not okay.

( all the cool kids are doing it. )

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 14 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 9:16 pm. Mood: exhausted. Music: The weakend- proved more fools than rebels.

+ ( Pictures from yesterdays show..theres alot )

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 23 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 11:06 pm. Mood: anxious. Music: The blood brothers- Every breath is a bomb.

Who is going to justins tomorrow? lisa, brandi and alecia are amazing :0)

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 13 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 12:17 pm. Mood: sad.

Homeroom- Miller S1 English 10A McFarlen S1 US History 1- Depew S1 Spanish 2A- Zellen (new teacher?..) S1 Basic Music 1- Casteel (which i want to probably drop but just my luck i wont be able to) S1 Applied Math 2A- Dattolo S1 Phys Science 1- Pfannes I also have B lunch. which means i dont have lunch with anyone or classes with anyone probably. great.

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 8 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 11:35 pm. Mood: pissed off.

sometimes i dont understand both of you and the things you do. Maybe you should be together, to realize what you both do [...]lets just say _ changes their mind alot. This is all just so typical. yeah. Edit: brandi's journal entry was quite amusing. its funny that Sarah says that everything is "done and over with" between her and I when she constantly has something to make fun of me for or start something about me, and bitch at me about. It doesnt have to be to my face eaither, its in her journal, mollys journal and amandas journal what ever, i always see something floating around about me. Hm..sounds like its all not done and over with..am i right? what ever, i know i will not say anything to sarah at joshs party because i dont want anything to do with her, and her bitchy attitude. I am going to josh's party for josh and alecia and everyone else, not to put up with Sarah. I dont even know how this whole "me and sarah" battle started. I tried being friends with her, i really did, but honestly Who has to try so freakishly hard to be friends with someone, as much as i did, so i figured you know what fuck this who needs to try at friendship. Sorry that i like being friends with people and i like being nice, maybe thats just something she should try out for a change. Blah blah blah, like i said, if i need drama i will just go into livejournal, im not going to bring it all to josh's party. I just hope she does the same thing and doesnt give me all her miss.attitude looks like usual. she says she doesnt like you just cause you annoy her or something LMFAO what the crap is that? Im annoying because i like being nice to people..hahahahaha holy shit, this is so fucking dumb. I guess its sarahs fault if she doesnt even like people being nice to her or other people, hm, sorry that i tried to make a friendship, but its done and over with. Nice job deleting all of her journal entries, nice to not have a life. whatever. say what you want bicthes. :-x its my journal, my oppinion.

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 20 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 11:35 pm. Mood: content. Music: Matchbook romance.

Made these for: for the few check them out and see if you like them, there not the greatest but, i just havent gotten any good ideas for them yet, i need more pictures. ( Excuse me while i fall apart )

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 12 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 2:16 am. Mood: tired. Music: CIS- danger means leaving with your shoes untied, in my head.

just made this: edit: Happy Birthday Chris! ( Cut off our ties to the world )

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 11 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Subject: omg. Time: 7:58 pm. Mood: impressed.

http://www.sdcard.be/Nederlands/store/viewitem.asp?idproduct=8979348 http://www.livejournal.com/users/nblaney/ ... :-x

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 19 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 12:30 am. Mood: thankful. Music: The cranberries- Zombie.

sorry i havent updated in a few days but not much has happend anyways but Beware because it is long.. diG IT alMi Ra i: well it certainly makes up for all ur one sentence entries. ^ yup :0) yesterday durring the day i sat around the house waiting for my mom to get home because i thought we were going to go to the mall and then go pick up brandi, but she went to my aunts house for dinner instead. Ugh, so i was left home all day, and bored as hell. but by 9:00 my mom finally got home and i was on my way to pick up brandi. we got back to my house at about 10ish. At first we went into my room and just talked about alot of stuff, and i realized that its crazy how much be and brandi have in common..its almost nuts -=x. bra- im glad me and you talked tho, it made me realize alot of shit about myself, thank you a million I gave brandi some of my clothes that i didnt want/need cause im a nice friend like that :0) haha and then we started talking again but this time about funny shit. Bee knows..haha ::makes some weird as fuck face:: We went and got something to eat and then headed downstairs for a little bit. We searched around Kazaa for some stuff from the 90's and some beethoven and Bach (<--- wtf? haha) shit. That was alot of fun because it reminded me of the crap i used to listen to. That la buche song is still awesome, i dont care who you are, that song is fun to listen to. We spent like an hour trying to make a cd though, mine worked but brandi's for some reason didnt want to. We must have burned it 4 times if not more and it still wouldnt work. so we just said screw it and continued to goof around. We went to bed around 4 or 5..haha i dont really know what time it was, but that night was fun anyway Today me and brandi attempted to burn that cd again but still, it didnt work (figures). so we went and took showers and brandi's mom came and got her at like i dunno 5 ish. My sister, mom and dad all went up to central to take my sister back to school for the year, so i was left home alone. I broke the rules and had nate come over -=x oh well it was worth it, we had fun like we always do. After he left i took a bath and then went online, and thats where im at right now. tomorrow or sometime this week im hopeing to go to almost every mall there is around here, lol im so excited for school shopping im also excited to go back to school (<--- i really cant believe i just said that..but its true :-x) i mean summer is getting quite boring and i miss being in classes and being all pissed off about getting homework, haha. But i've been thinking and this whole going to school thing doesnt bother me at all that much. It just hit me the other day how cool global studies, english and bio really were..I mean i hated it durring the year and now its like i love it..:-/ I miss having classes with these people/ all the memmories: -laura!!! <--- big time -audrey -kurtis -lisa -dayna -elyse, rachel, and caytlin...thoes three girls are so so sweet and so funny, you all have to admit it. -Alana -taylor(and almost the rest of the all girls math class because it was soo much fun to mess with timpa and drive him nuts!) -the blocks we had because thoes were actually alot of fun -i miss gym with angela and ash...alot :0(, and Vinny, haha that dude was so cool but such a damn dick to everyone >:-o haha but he was pretty cool twards us at the end -i miss lunch and the weirdest shit we did, and laughing at every little thing..French fries and mayo..mm cant wait for that, lol -Seeing tony in the hall ways every once in a while, and him being such a sweetheart. I hope i see you still tony, you beeing a senior now and everything :-/. plese come visit me...Or you better stop in to see Mrs.Hunt every once in a while because i am going to have her..i will tell you what hour on thursday or something, when i figure it all out -homecomming and snowcomming (both Dakota's and mott's) -our spanish class the first time around (when laura, taylor, alana, audrey, karrie, Scott Ashcraft, Ashley blash, Eric, and everyone else was in it because that class was the best class in the whole world. Mrs. Vrana was the best teacher too, so funny..like when she pretended to be that old lady..Debil? <-- haha wtf was that? it was so funny though..) -i miss seeing nichole - i miss mr.anderson And also, One main thing..I miss taylor alot. I really hope she is doing okay, these next few months are going to be really hard with out her. I know im going to send her a card soon but still, i wish i could see her, i love her so much theres alot more stuff i miss, i could list it on and on... Last year was alot of fun and you have to admit it (everyone that goes to dakota with me..) and because of all that im excited to go back and be with everyone again. Some people say that this summer was to long, to short what ever..i think it was just fine. It was enough time for me to miss my friends/school and it gave me enough time to enjoy my time off, so i am actually happy with the way summer turned out, and now that Fall is comming, i can tell im going to be even happier. Thursday is registration, and i have to go at 8:00...not cool at all :0(..this also means i have to start going ot bed early which is one thing i am deff. not ready for..gah oh well i dont really have a choice. Speaking of bed, im getting kind of tired now, so i think im going to get going..comment on this if you would wish, and i hope you all had a good summer, and enjoy the last of it <3 k1ll me tomorr0w: i love you stretch my w1ng5: i love you too ^ what a sweetheart ♥

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 14 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 7:54 pm. Mood: creative. Music: Alexisonfire.

Made a new background. its simple but i love it so much :0)

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 9 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 12:10 am. Mood: shocked. Music: Fear before the march of flames- fashion tips.

9-13 Fear before the march of flames with: norma jean throw down Detroit michigan, at the shelter !!!!!!!!!!!! chris. were going, enough said.

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 10 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 2:55 pm. Mood: sick. Music: Jimmy eat world- pain (good song).

once again, im bored! ( view if you would like to )

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 10 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 12:42 am. Mood: bored to the max..again. Music: Usher- confessions part II :0).

Im very bored so i took this from brandi Edit: i know i am very late on this but.. johnny depp, is one beautiful man. :0) ( just ask the question come untie the knot and say you wont care )

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 13 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 7:36 pm. Mood: bored to the max. Music: The blood brothers- Mr.Eletric ocean.

so today was pretty boring. I woke up at about 1:30 because i am lazy like that. hey what can i say, i had nothing better to do. I took a shower and sat around for about an hour then went to the ortho. Im still not getting these damn things off yet, god that drives me nuts. I've had them on for almost four years >:-o. gah. Tomorrow i get to see my new baby cousin, and i am so excited because he is just adorable. I will take pictures of him (of course) and post them sooner or later. speaking of pictures i got pretty bored last night so i decided to do some photo editing, made some stuff, took pictures ect. not much but its good to do if your bored. Take a look at them and see if you like it. till later Ps. Audrey your hair is amazing, i love everything about it!..i miss you, lets hang out soon! (you better be going to thoes damn cougar days..<-- this goes to anyone else that goes to dakota, you better be there! edit: i added more. http://www.ericjacobsonstudio.com/organics.htm !!!! ( +++ )

I heard about your message, And how it reeked of your indifference, it bleeds horizontal straight from your wrists. But can't you, can't you feel it rolling off your lips, Tensing up your shoulders. But 12 wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you were, if thats what you wanted to hear. Well its love, so MaKe It HuRt

Time: 8:12 pm. Mood: bored. Music: blahh.

i really like this picture: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/9726764/ it doesnt work when i put the picture in there so whatever. bordem has taken over. www.deviantart.com ^good website.